Stress with a capital S

I am so freakin stressed out. My stomach hurts. I feel like I'm on the verge of tears every second of every minute. I want to strangle my husband....literally strangle. We are pretty much not speaking at all. We have nothing nice to say to each other. We got an offer on the house. Our agent is less than helpful. We are receiving advice from every other direction. My head feels like it is going to explode. My mom arrived in town the other day. She is going to drive up to Oregon with me in 3 days. 3 days. 3 days. Tonight we have a night out planned. I need it so desperately. I am at the end of my rope completely. Totally on the verge of a breakdown. I have nothing left to give. I need refueling.  Im hoping this break tonight, the day I have planned for tomorrow will refurbish me enough to get through the next few weeks. I will have all 5 kids in a new house by myself. My intention is to ready the homeschool situation. At this point just thinking about makes me want to crawl in a hole and throw up. So, that's the here and now of it all. Keepin it real!