Change is never easy but sometimes it's the best thing.

I have had a few realizations recently and thought Id share.  We were terrified to make this move. It was incredibly difficult to give up our good income, owning a home in Southern California, our health insurance, and our friends and family. For me, it was all about my children. What did I think was best for them. San Diego can be a bit superficial, I didn't want them to have that pressure. Daddy was overworked and grumpy.  I wanted to stay married. I want my children to have both parents. Involved and active. I felt our lives were filled with distractions. I want our children to be the main focus. Not their activities, parties, or homework. Them...the actual people they were becoming.
We didn't know what moving would do to our family. We took a huge risk. I believe it has really paid off. One thing we have given ourselves is time. Time is so precious and really hard to come by. Our days here seem filled with so many more hours. Hours to cook and cuddle. Time to garden and play. I feel very connected to my children and husband. By freeing up so much time we have reduced our stress considerably. Caring for 5 children is hectic regardless but when you add constant activities and rushing, it can be overwhelming. I wish I could pinpoint all that has changed. I feel like my life is so much more manageable. Daddy is present and involved. I am rested and engaged. Our children are so happy. Things have worked out. Finances. Health Insurance. Fear kept us from making the changes we longed for. Now that we have settled into our new lifestyle, I feel more and more that we have made the best decision for our family.