My baby maker is on the mend.

Surgery went well on Monday. I had 2 growths removed from the inside of my uterus. I am no stranger to surgery. The bright lights, cords, IV, and monitors can be quite intimidating. I have had surgeries where I have been awake with a spinal or completely out. I always feel a bit vulnerable after anesthesia.  This surgery was especially disturbing because I know during my unconscious hour, my lady parts were very exposed. Also, I woke up with a quarter sized burn on my left butt cheek. Its never comforting to wake up and wonder what happened to my butt. LOL! Did the doctor drop the laser or something. Awkward. Anyway, Doc said it went well. He seemed positive. The results will be back in less than 2 weeks. I am a bit sore. Emotionally, I feel a bit grumpy and sad. I guess I am relieved it's over but anxious for the results. There is a chance the surgery has affected my fertility. I honestly doubt it. I'm fertile mertile. At this point I am with out birth control and was told it is possible my IUD caused the growths. Is it time for a permanent birth control??? A snip snip? A tie? Most would say it is. I am terrified of taking the power of my baby maker away. For now, Ill stay present. One day at a time. When I get my results back, I'll decide my next move.