Monday, November 17, 2014

What has happened to my husband?

This blogging thing has actually turned into something...I'm not sure how much of a something, but it's a something.  It actually gets referred to when I'm having convos with real people. When I went to my sister's premier party quite a few people mentioned reading it. Kinda cool! Who am I kidding? That's fucking awesome. During a typical day many moments pass by when I think...oh I could write about this....or hey, this would make a good blog. Well, today I have decided to share the what seems to be miraculous transformation my husband is under. On more than one occasion this afternoon, I caught him singing. Yes, actual songs, fiction and non. I asked him last night if he liked it here, he exclaimed "I love it". I don't use the term exclaimed lightly....it truly describes his enthusiasm. Even writing my husband and enthusiasm in the same sentence just feels wrong. My husband is a bit gruff. Some have described him as a scary biker. He can be short-tempered, grumpy, and stressed. Although, maybe I should say used to be? He wasn't when I met him. Could he be changing? He is more light-hearted. He is more playful with the kids, more engaged, more present. I think the trees are working their magic on him like they did me. I'll be honest, in San Diego I didn't like the man he was becoming. I knew he was under a lot of stress but it was hard to be around him sometimes. Our happiness as a family was a big motivation to make this move. It is so reassuring to see the him I've been missing. I am falling in love all over again.

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